7 Wks 3 Days....

So...where to start for today:: Well the last two days following the AMAZING day that I had have been fun filled with a headache that has troubled me since yesterday afternoon. I have worked out well in the morning but have been bummed to not be able to walk baylee in the evenings because all I want to do is rest my head. Last night was filled with more strange dreams...Flying more aircraft, jumping out of planes with Brits, etc...etc...Not so vivid and none that scared me so thats a plus right? So I decided the hair needed a mommy look to it so I went and got a bit chopped off and my natural color brought back ( all of which was done naturally Nani so stop freaking out) the baby was not harmed in the process nor was animals or small children!! I think it's cute.

Work was alright spent most of the day outside....makes my day go by quicker. I try not to sit and think about Monday...sometimes its very hard for me to believe that theres a kid in me. I really dont see a change in my stomach. Sometimes I do sometimes I dont. My boobs are still killing me and the headaches are a sure sign something is up. This evening the weirdest feeling came over me like my stomach was doing somersaults. My lower back started aching...then I felt like I needed to use the bathroom...but then I thought I needed to Puke....then I just couldnt move at all because to be honest, I thought I was miscarrying or something. I have read about it and they describe it as cramping and painful. This wasnt so much either...it was just WEIRD! it went away after a few moments but had me running to the bathroom to check for blood. It's funny does anyone really look at the TP after they wipe....well...pregnant women do..haha It's like a habit now and if I forget to do it Im like OH NO!!! I forgot to look! shit was there any blood????.....and I almost want to dive in after the piece of TP. ok so I am not that bad but I am watchful over everything that is going on with my body right now. The headaches are the thing blowing me away right now. I never thought it could be like this....I read it is rather normal. Guess I should be greatful they arent migraines! ANYWAYs...thats all she wrote for today. Not too much to say other then Andrew is still working long hours and I dont get to talk to him at night :( it makes me sad but...I am so tired at night i rack out regardless. Oh one more thing. I took my first mid-day nap today. Yup racked out in my chair when everyone went to lunch. I guess this is where it all starts? Told the guys to pull a cot out of the conexes for me...I will be taking naps at lunch from here on out!!!

Laters.

7 Wks 1 Day

Ok so where to start about today--actually lets back track to the weekend. Drove to Florida to the camper and spent the day with Karen and Bruce. Felt fine all day, easily exhausted though took two naps in the time frame of being with them. Sunday I did NOTHING at all but go to Wal Mart. Monday which is TODAY--Went to PT this morning feeling the usual semi naseous and not wanting to move. Did some half ass PT and was disappointed, I dont like walking away from a workout feeling like I have done nothing. So the rest of the day was spent actually jobbing it moving stuff around the office spent some time outside helping the guys out. I was a little bummed that I put myself in contact with gas fumes, mold extreme mold for that matter and ended up getting a headache. But nothing that a gool ol' lunch with the boys can't help! We went to Taco Bell...yes I said it. T-Bell. I needed it. So I got some food and drank half a cup of mountain dew because I heard from the doctor that is actually good for migranies since I didnt have tylenol on hand. And guess what? it went away. it was suttle for the rest of the day and made my day bareable. At some point during the day my boss tells me that his wife is pregnant and will be starting CROSSFIT MOM workouts. Which really makes me happy because I cant participate in the workouts now because they are too intense for me. This is great news and I am happy about not getting fat now. I go home totally motivated and walk in the house and realize its gonna be hours before Andrew gets off of work ( it's almost 9 and he is still there) so I say...go for a run. Now for the past few weeks the thought of a run makes me want to puke. But today I felt great. went for a nice slow jog even sped up a bit..took baylee with me. Did a good mile or so came home and stretched what a nice feeling...Made myself a good dinner, drank some cranberry juice and have called it a night after a relaxing shower that has taken the very last bit of energy out of me!!!

Overall it was a glorius day..they guys as usual joked around all day trying to annoy me...did some thinking and talking with the girls about my future plans and what not..but I'll leave that for another day.

Much love.

6wks 5 days

19 Feb 2009

So today I decided to start this blog....I would write like I love to but have decided that typing is way easier then writing and having my hand cramp up a million times.

So..the title states my propsed idea of how far along I am going soley off of what I believe was my last known mentrual period day. So, that very well could change in a few days.

So...everyone wants to know "how are you feeling"....well let me see I have come to the point where I don't get hungry all the time, when I do get hungry I get hungry FAST and then real quick after that I feel like I am going to vomit if I dont eat fast. But then when I go to eat I feel sick again. It's hard...I spent most of the evening on the couch after work today because I just didnt feel well. Last night I racked out at 9 and found myself wide awake at 1:50 in the morning and was up until 3:30. Yeah, not very fun. I have found this to be the regular these days...I almost need to force myself to go to bed late to sleep thru the night. Little bits of pains here in there in my abdomen...nothing serious. My boobs are HUGE and heavy and hurt most of the time. I can barely PT in the morning...I start my lap around the building and after the one lap feel sick to my stomach. The mornings I feel the roughest. Other than that I am not really running to the bathroom as much as I keep reading in the baby books. I am looking forward to my first appt on march 2nd. I will for sure see the baby and hear the heartbeat which is extremley exciting especially since I think the whole being a mom thing hasnt completley sunk in.

Aside from all of this I have a stiff neck from last night tossing and turning. I am cranky...and emotional quite often. Andrew is still in class right now and its pissing me off. Dont know why...sometimes I just feel like I need him and this stupid school keeps him from me. It scares me to think what the future brings. Well that is it for now I am going to jump in the shower and call it a night. ==that is until about 930 so maybe I can sleep thru the night...oh wait I will sleep thru the night. I have to wake up at 0400 because I am going to Ft. Stewart so I know that I will sleep until then....Hopefully. thats it for now.

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