6wks 5 days

19 Feb 2009

So today I decided to start this blog....I would write like I love to but have decided that typing is way easier then writing and having my hand cramp up a million times.

So..the title states my propsed idea of how far along I am going soley off of what I believe was my last known mentrual period day. So, that very well could change in a few days.

So...everyone wants to know "how are you feeling"....well let me see I have come to the point where I don't get hungry all the time, when I do get hungry I get hungry FAST and then real quick after that I feel like I am going to vomit if I dont eat fast. But then when I go to eat I feel sick again. It's hard...I spent most of the evening on the couch after work today because I just didnt feel well. Last night I racked out at 9 and found myself wide awake at 1:50 in the morning and was up until 3:30. Yeah, not very fun. I have found this to be the regular these days...I almost need to force myself to go to bed late to sleep thru the night. Little bits of pains here in there in my abdomen...nothing serious. My boobs are HUGE and heavy and hurt most of the time. I can barely PT in the morning...I start my lap around the building and after the one lap feel sick to my stomach. The mornings I feel the roughest. Other than that I am not really running to the bathroom as much as I keep reading in the baby books. I am looking forward to my first appt on march 2nd. I will for sure see the baby and hear the heartbeat which is extremley exciting especially since I think the whole being a mom thing hasnt completley sunk in.

Aside from all of this I have a stiff neck from last night tossing and turning. I am cranky...and emotional quite often. Andrew is still in class right now and its pissing me off. Dont know why...sometimes I just feel like I need him and this stupid school keeps him from me. It scares me to think what the future brings. Well that is it for now I am going to jump in the shower and call it a night. ==that is until about 930 so maybe I can sleep thru the night...oh wait I will sleep thru the night. I have to wake up at 0400 because I am going to Ft. Stewart so I know that I will sleep until then....Hopefully. thats it for now.

gnight