16 weeks 2 Days

So here I am! Been awhile since I last wrote--So much to update....not enough time to do it. So..where are we at. Andrew got orders to Ft. Campbell, Basically sent our worlds crashing down for 2 days till we came to our senses made a decision that was not only for us but for our unborn child and on April 16th we got married :) You know it's funny, because its almost embarassing to tell people that I am re-married but at the same time I dont care because I want to tell them SOOO much just HOW IN LOVE I am with this man. I feel something with Andrew that I have never felt with anyone else in my entire life. He is gone away for a month right now for his final stage of training. Once "Robin Sage" is over so Is his training for SF as long as he passed...I am so proud of him and look up to him when it comes to this stuff. He may be going through hell right now, but being the one left behind isn't that peachy either! I am a wreck! I have never felt so lost until he left. I did bad when he was gone for a week! How am I going to last for a month??? There is so much going on that it keeps my mind occupied for about 30 sec then I think of him again...

Anyways, I will manage. I am waiting to hear on his assignment this week. hopefully it got changed to either colorado or staying at NC. From there I will start to work my move. I went to doctor today and all is well, scheduled the BIG ultrasound for 6 weeks from now, hoping that Andrew will be able to make it! June 8th. If not, I will have to keep pushing the date back. I hope its sooner than later!! I will be 22 weeks!! Holy smokes. Time is kinda flying ....well other then that ...Im lonely...I miss him...and love the guy to pieces. He keeps me sane that is for sure without I feel pretty darn useless, I am not gonna lie. Even just being able to talk to him on the phone keeps me together. Well that is the end of my sob story..more to come next week.

13 weeks

So what has week 13 brought me. ?? Well last week was VERY rough emotionally. I cried just about every night because I missed Andrew so bad. Just one big cry-baby!!

The mornings usually go well until I get hungry like usual. This morning started off rougher than usual. I did not wake up to my alarm because my phone was on vibrate so I was late for PT. Not a really big deal.--Went to PT, and since I was in a hurry didnt eat much. By the time I got back from PT I was so hungry that I began dry heaving. Well, only difference is this time I ended up throwing up all the water I had drank. On the kitchen floor. Egh....Not that great--I felt sick most of the morning and was falling asleep at my Stats class. I just can't wait till I feel AMAZING like I keep hearing about. Lets see what else, got a Pre-natal massage that felt awesome when it was happening but now my lower back is way worse off then it started.

Theres not much else to say other then the huge storm that came through last week flooded lots of peoples homes, I was worried a few times but all is well here. I noticed that last couple of days the water has slowly started to smell worse and worse. I finally called today and asked what had happened to the water. Come to find out the guy who puts Chlorine in the wells, his house flooded and he hadn't had a chance to put Chlorine in the water. So this makes me mad because, I pay a flat rate for these people to take care of the water and you cant just have someone else throw some chlorine in there? Give me the stuff! I'll do it! Geez. The water is like..the worst smell you can think of. Now, times that by a thousand for me.....I almost threw up in the shower this morning because I couldnt take the smell anymore. I havent smelt it since I got home but I hope its gotten better.

Well thats it for now--maybe this week will bring more fun things to write about.