So here I am! Been awhile since I last wrote--So much to update....not enough time to do it. So..where are we at. Andrew got orders to Ft. Campbell, Basically sent our worlds crashing down for 2 days till we came to our senses made a decision that was not only for us but for our unborn child and on April 16th we got married :) You know it's funny, because its almost embarassing to tell people that I am re-married but at the same time I dont care because I want to tell them SOOO much just HOW IN LOVE I am with this man. I feel something with Andrew that I have never felt with anyone else in my entire life. He is gone away for a month right now for his final stage of training. Once "Robin Sage" is over so Is his training for SF as long as he passed...I am so proud of him and look up to him when it comes to this stuff. He may be going through hell right now, but being the one left behind isn't that peachy either! I am a wreck! I have never felt so lost until he left. I did bad when he was gone for a week! How am I going to last for a month??? There is so much going on that it keeps my mind occupied for about 30 sec then I think of him again...
Anyways, I will manage. I am waiting to hear on his assignment this week. hopefully it got changed to either colorado or staying at NC. From there I will start to work my move. I went to doctor today and all is well, scheduled the BIG ultrasound for 6 weeks from now, hoping that Andrew will be able to make it! June 8th. If not, I will have to keep pushing the date back. I hope its sooner than later!! I will be 22 weeks!! Holy smokes. Time is kinda flying ....well other then that ...Im lonely...I miss him...and love the guy to pieces. He keeps me sane that is for sure without I feel pretty darn useless, I am not gonna lie. Even just being able to talk to him on the phone keeps me together. Well that is the end of my sob story..more to come next week.
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